yo.
I'm a self taught Artist of the horror and NSFW variety, though i dont art a whole lot now a days.
Ask me where else to find me since DA killed itself i am now aimlessly adrift.
Please, Call me Horror. It's better than my fake name.
Age 28, Female
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Posted by Dysfunctional-Horror - June 4th, 2020
Havent been drawing or doing really much of else besides watching vids and playing a few games.
Currently fighting an infection in a broken tooth so its been dampering my ability to do much other then feel miserable and be in terrible pain as i try and find someplace that will help remedy this beyond pills that have only lasted maybe a week or so now.
So uh, i'll try to be active once this is fixed.
@phenorax @Dysfunctional-Horror Get some Vitamin C in ya.Shame you were born with fucking teeth that have roots shaped like labyrinths,alcohol is probably out of the question huh?Try Iodine and try to lessen on antibiotics.Germs and other shit can become immune or at least resistant to it if you use it too often.You should probably get to a dentist fast i dunno how you could have let something like this stay in such a state.But i cannot blame you if you are a bit skeeved out from visiting those butchers in doctor coats.
Yeah its about the only thing my fathers ever given me not to make this post fucking depressing and scream kid with a shit father but ye.
I only just now started on any antibiotics like a week or so ago and theyve helped with the infection a bit but ive barely been on them long enough to quit or lessen the worry on it being worse since it being infected can kill me the longer its left to feaster.
Unfortunately the tooth being broken for so long wasnt really a choice. I moved from a state where i could go to a dentist easily to a state im having to jump hoops just to figure my insurance out these past two years let alone find a dentist willing to accept my insurance in general. Its a mess and itd take forever and probably longer then this comments character count to even devlve half way into the fuckery of how the mess started. Little bit of advice is never trust a friend of half your life to full fill any promises to help you when their so unmotivated to work on their own life and rather make sure your money to pay them as a roommate is set up rather then everything else also very nessicary is too.
Ive never had much an issue with a dentist unless their not willing to numb me for whatever reason. I have a high pain tolerance but the mere thought of having one of them twist and tug a tooth from my head makes me shudder.
@phenorax Also much as i'd love to booze it up i dont know if any of the pills have entirely left my system yet. Hate to nullify any effects or get any terrible side effects if they are.
That and my fuckery of a body is a wee bit iffy with booze. Im technically not supposed to have it because of a liver issue and another organ issue but every now and again i have it. Long as i dont power house it like a depressed father who lost the kids i should be fine. Its a good thing i have the tolerance of a toddler in that a glass does me in quickly.
I did a dumb during an emotional year of being of age to have my first drink and very quickly learned my body did not like it and conditions not previously known showed themselves a year after drinking like i never have in my teenage years.
@Dysfunctional-Horror Fuckin` depressing.Stay strong man and keep a stiff upper lip.This ordeal has to end sooner than later.
Im trying. Its a struggle. We only just now found a place willing to help us out but im worried they got the wrong email to contact us with and now im having even more issues with insurance.
phenorax
Ooooh,how the fuck did that happen?Fuck man u are better off just ripping it out.The pain and puss will etch themselves into your memory really fast.
Dysfunctional-Horror
I cant honestly tell you how it happened. I just know it broke two years ago and recently its been getting worse and then it got infected and started hurting more.
As much as ive considered doing that i have what is called hooked teeth and unless xrayed and removed with care it can and will break the tooth if i attempt to without knowing the direction the roots are in. Basically means the roots of my teeth curve really weird and can snap off if pulled incorrectly and that can make this all so much worse for me.
Not to mention my Bf wont let me remove it myself though i cant blame him for it because of the whole fucked up root system that is my teeth.
Thankfully havent had the displeasure of puss, i found out it was infected by color of the gums and pain alone, im lucky its not an absess right now but regardless its current state is a risk on my life if this doesnt get removed. Especially considering im out of antibotics for it right now which is the only thing battling the infection x-x
Ran out of pain pills yesterday but cant get anymore since i have a high tolerance and last thing i need is some place thinking im a drug seeker.